I don't really have any ambition to write tonight. The last seven hours of music just kinda put me in a mood of listening, instead of something of an expressive mood. I got off work at five, got home. Turned on some good tunes, and lounged around till I decided to hop on here. And being that I kinda killed my back this weekend theres nothing much more I can do, other then let it heal.

Although.. When you have that much time to sit around. You tend to think alot, and about everything. Everything goes through your mind about a million times, and its always the same thing. Well thats how it is for me anyway. It also depends on the music, and tonight iTunes was playings some deep stuff from my collection of 1600 songs. Its like it can read me Well thats it for Tonight. Here is a Picture from the Snowy night we had last night.

Peope are to quick to judge. They don't think things through before reacting and making a decision. They assume the worst, and don't rememeber the trust thats been built up over the many years.

I am not talking about myself, but it seriosly involves me. It arose out of nowhere earlier tonight. It happened in an instant, and was completly avoidable if it weren't for some uneeded chatter. And once people have sometime to brew over what they concieve to be true, it only complicates things further. Adding to the complicated web thats spun, the person in denial never seems to listen to reason. Or Listen at all.

But other then that it was a fun weekend, full of lots of Costumes, Friends, and a lots of girls

Its 4:30am and I have finally found some time to actraully sit down and put something down. I should be in bed, but I am too awake to go to bed right now. So for now I will watch the snow falling outside my window, and wait for a Text from a friend.

I spent some time with a friend tonight who turned twenty three today. He hasn't really changed all that much from when I met him many years ago. I guess thats with most people though, once you past a certain age you don't really change your views on the world around you. Unless an unforseen event happens in your life. 

We all sat around the table sipping drinks and telling tales of things gone by, and journeys just beginning. It was good for a while but I can only handle so much of Drunk people, when I am not drinking myself. Esspecially if one of the fellows sitting beside you likes to be philosophical when he is drunk. 

The Rest of the night till now was hanging out with a Foreign exchange studet from mexico, and a bunch of friends. It was pretty interesting talking to my new foreign friend. The english language seems so easy, but when seeing it trying to be comprehended by a foreigner is pretty cool. And when you can help them out in figuring certain things out, and explaining how one word can mean five completely different things is a gratifying feeling.

Now I sit here still waiting for that certain text, as the snow continues to fall outside my window. Tomorrow when I wake up, the entire valley below me will be covered in a white blanket. And thats a picture I can't wait to see again.

I woke up this morning with a fresh vibrant feeling you could say. But as the work day wore on that slowly dissapted, and became more of fight for surival until the day was over. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy the people I work with. They have good personalities, and are easy to get along with. Its just that I don't see eye to eye with them in most everything. Me being a 20 year old, and wanting to talk all day about random stuff all day long is normal. Though my co-workers would not see it like that. They all own houses, have kids, and whine about how every costumer is an idiot. Trying to start a conversation with them is as if they are deaf..... They acknowledge your existence but thats as far as there willingness goes.

This how I have become to realise that I have amazing friends... sappy I know

Even though the numbers have dwindled since the days of High School, they have only gotten stronger. In the years past there have been some New, and some old. Some lost, and some recindled. The old friendships have become stronger then ever before, and are at a point where anything could be said. And as a very good friend once told me, "Just know that you are one of my best friends and whatever you need to talk about you can with me. I wont judge or hold any grudges. The least I will do is talk to you about it."