Tonight brought forth some awkward moments.. Well I shouldn't say awkward as much as they were just uncomfortable feelings. Someone very close to me just broke down, and started crying. Not of anything I had done, but what was just happening around her. I guess she may have felt that the problems that have been arising for a long time have all been her fault. But I am only making assumptions on this of course. It’s hard seeing a person of such stature at their lowest point, and wanting to do something. Only to be drawn away with the feeling of inadequate, even though I know that would never be true. She has been there before I can even remember; she picked me up when I fell down, and when I cried, she was there to wipe my tears. But I couldn't do anything when she shed a tear.... What’s that make me?

The moment has passed and gone, and she is up and walking around like it had never happened. Although I know, and we all know what transpired. She is back to her old self, and as strong as ever. And I love her to death even though I don't say it enough as I should.

Love You Mom

Chase