My work right now is extremely shitty, not to sound like a downer but it’s the truth. A new girl started today so I got booted to the back warehouse. Now I cannot even access msn, nor check my email until later this afternoon, when I install some programs to bypass all my works stupid firewall blocks...GRR

I can't wait to put in my letter of resignation. Or maybe I won't even do that, I don’t know how much longer I can stand coming to a job that gets me down. Looking at the clock and hoping that it will miraculously turn five is not something I am very fond of doing.
At the moment, all it seems I can do right now is to write. Which seems to help quite a bit. It gives me sense of peace, and tares me away from the world that is my Job. I wouldn’t even mind working at a job that pays less if I enjoyed going to it. It makes such a difference if you want to go to work, and you want to be there. To hate your job means that you will never give 100% of yourself to it. This is bad for yourself and your employer.

As my work days draw to a close. I can't help but wonder what the evenings will bring. Will it be full of excitement or will I go on some sort of an adventure with friends. Or will I just end up staying home, listening to music to settle my nerves. Whatever the nights bring let us hope that they are all good ones, because no one likes an uneventful or unhappy Night.

The Sun was so Bright today, it must have been -1 outside. Seeing how I was able to walk around outside with only my T-shirt on, and no coat. It’s the best of both worlds when you can enjoy winter in all its glory. The Snow covered hill presents a smooth unscathed landscape that hides any flaws that Mother Nature may have endured during the summer months. As the sun shines up the snow it reflects with an intense yet beautiful force, which made me glad I had my trusty sunglasses today.

Sorry for such a long blogs lately. Ever since I have been carrying my little note pad around I seem to write much more frequently. Its not just the convenience, but that it also gives me the opportunity to write down feelings and thoughts in real time. Which I find to be quite a good fall back option when I’m not in the right place to talk to someone. I will now tell my note pad what I want to say at the time, or what I want to say for later. Its like a key to the bottle, so nothing ever gets shut in, and is always out in the open. Even though not everyone may happen to see it. All that matters is that I see it, and I know that it’s somewhere...

Well that was alot of differnt ideas. I was just couldn't keep my mind set on one thing today..