Well... I lost my Phone, Lost my Job, and now I have lost all perspective on my goals in life. I am just kind of lost in my own undoing. I was told that I didn't give enough heart into what I was doing. Well then, give me something that I love, and I will give everything I have. Give me something I don't thoroughly enjoy and will give a lackluster attempt. Is it even possible to give 100 percent to everything you do? Maybe for some, but if the love for something isn’t' there, neither is the heart. These would be considered the same in most cases, but in my situation they are in different rooms. With conjoining doors, that can only be opened with the right set of keys. These keys seem to have been missing for quite a while...

I think today will be set aside for re-examining what I want to do in life. Trying to figure out where I want to be in 6 months, or 1 year, or even 5-10 years from now. What Do I want to be? That’s got to be the hardest question to answer. I thought I had it figured, but I am not sure if I want something that can look really good on a resume or something that can look really good to me. Do I want to waste 4 years, Or will it be in my best interest to go through with it. I don't want to come out of school, and not wanting to continue on with a job that I just trained for. I have already done that once, that that was enough for me. I am starting to become interested in other ideas, but time is dwindling down and I have to make a decision soon.

Let the rest of the today bring something good, and maybe some Dumplings